Word of courage

well..
What i'd like to write today is abt the word of courage.
Today i face a difficult situation.
I want to say things that should have been said one years ago.
I never gain enough courage to say it.
But then,, one of my friends give me courage by saying that:
Loren, you are special, you shine in everythin you do and say.
And so, i gain enough courage to say it..And cowardly i close the window bar and pretend(like what my teacher said) to be invisible.
Duh.
At least i gain the courage.

Oh boys...

I wanna talk about boys.
They used to be chauvinist and we, girls, used to be slaves.
In Greece, women's sculptures(kore) are all clothed because they thought that women are useless except as a reproduction machine. how ironic!
In Egypt, queens are drawn smaller because they're less significant than the kings-pharaohs. how ironic!
In China, baby girls are mostly abandoned(used to) or sold because they're less useful than baby boys.how ironic!
In Japan, princesses are worthless(used to) except as political weapon, because again, they're not as useful as princes.
In India, wives are traded because they're not considered wives( so i heard, correct me if i'm wrong) .how ironic!

and now..
In all over the world..
Men are confused by women
Men are troubled because of women
Men lose because of women
Men cry because of women
Men are hurt because of women
how ironic...

Is men troubled by women is the doing of their ancestors?

Well, there're more simple things that I can give explanation. But for this one, my friends. I have absolutely no idea.I can give you answers, though of questions like where to eat one of the cheapest meal in singapore.Or things like where to find extraordinary lightings, bathroom equipments, etc.

That's all that I can say. But for me, I always think that boys could be very smart-or that smart head can lead to dumbness. Boys, oh Boys.. We're weirdos for u and u are freaks for us.

Ciao..

I'm free as the...unused wardrobe bside me?

This is just the first week of my term, and I have been choking my brain with all those shitty youtube drama. Sweet. What a nice way to kill boredom.

When a design student is given a holiday-apparently a long one, for the first week she'll savour it. Then on to the second week, she'll try to do sth presumably smart according to her- such as books that are thick enough to be used as pillows, or just as simple as doodling around without doing anything. And third week, although it is the beginning of new term, instead of getting busy getting used to new design programs or roaming around Singapore to finish off her assg, she'll start commiting a suicide by overdosing herself with youtube. Life is so sweet.

Anyway, without anything much to do, hopefully everyone will have a merry chinese new year, the one with big fat angpao to share with friends, or maybe just a nice and quiet night in reservoirs with loved ones will do just as good.

Cheers, evryone!

Honeymoon??

Of course, as a design student, i have to expect endless nights of doing assignment..
But I just dunno what to say when one of my lecturers said that the assignments we have now are very few..Gobsmacked, I look at my homework list :

1. Interior Design Principles and Theories- 3D model making
Ok, I've just finished it. Coz it's due tomorrow! but how come it looks like a heap of styrofoam
mess? Please don't let me fail this one..It has quite big wightage..

2. Computer graphic skill - render 1 floorplan, 1 elevation and 2 perspective
Ok, I can't see whether a color match each other. So why is it that this assignment due on wednesday and i haven't moved a single bit?

3. Architectural drafting - another floorplan axonometric bla2
Okay. The critique is on Tuesday. And no. I haven't do the floorplan on vellum and no elevation ready on tracing paper.

4. Freehand drawing - elevation (again??)
okay, this one I can manage. Until next week, there shouldn't be any problem now. Thank God..


The point is, not one of those assg waiting for me is honeymoon-none are a relaxing recreation.
I thought the nightmare is only this week..Then I forgot. It is starting now..
and why is it after this all struggling I only got 75 for architectural drafting-lettering and scale?
..
I might as well curl up and die

Yippie Ka Yae -or whatever that means

A few days ago I read my book shelves status in goodreads.com, and i can see that my book is now 70 and growing. But how come my blog entry is now 3 and not growing?

Gosh.. The habit of me, writing a diary whenever I like it, not appropriately like normal guys do. Still, I don't wanna correct this mistake; since i love doing this mistake, tee-hee. Coz the best part of writing a diary,whatever the medium is, is the fact that we know just how long it has been since the last time we write another entry in our diary, am i supposed to be right?

So, like every holiday that has to end, here I am, back to spore, with all its hassle and murmurs... I had taken my student pass in ICA form this afternoon, which turns out to be a real ugly green card-like thing, indicating my name, the fin number, and something-something...Urghh, and i thought it was due to the fact that I'm not studying a posh universities like NTU or what..(posh in education, not that posh). I am so delighted when my mom said that a student card is supposed to be a greenish sort of card...Yay!

The orientation day in RDI is supposed to be a 1o October, with enrolment date on 13 October. Just a couple days later. Hopefully I could go there and find somebody that will help me survive in this design course for 1 years(why one? because monsieur Leo Tolstoy indicated in one of his best known stories, that no men may order what will happen to him, since only God alone may tell until when you should live. But since I have to say a number, I'll have a 1.)

As to where I am going to live in this hectic island, I will (temporarily) shelter myself in my mom's friend's house- which is ONLY 12 sth station away from my school in Bugis.. T.T

Anyway, since I've gotten into this topic, then I have to tell this rather delighting something- that my shelter happens to be in short of internet access- to make it simple, I won't have to deal with the hanging guilt that I haven't written any entry in my blog. Yay!!But I think that no-one will miss the ghost blog I make..coz to be frank, blog to me is another way of relaxing-like what a normal bar of candy would do, so the guilt is just around 1 out of 100000?

For those entering universities in wierd times(like october, december sth, yup,like me); don't forget that I'm just right beside, if not behind you. And for those entering universities in exact times(like june or january, maybe?); take your time, everyone got their turns...

Last, goodbye and see you in another entry-maybe not for another months(yay!)

Whatever you get, just remember that your path may be built differently, and even if it seems to be misleading at first, just...continue to donate,smile, do good things, ermm, and give as much as you can-coz giving is better than receiving. And maybe if that's not enough for you to see a light in your maybe misleading path, then just be quite pessimistic. Coz I've got a quote here saying that a pessimist- either glad that they are proven to be right-or found themselves very happy.

/run before i was kicked by another brutal mass carrying NO VIOLENCE signs/

peace always, and no hard feeling,no offense!
lorenjwm2@hotmail.com

Paris...C'est moi!!!!

I've been dreaming of visiting Europe when I was a child..I even had 2 semester of French (although I have forgotten everything by now..What a waste..). Whenever I read bout France an Italy, I can't help but droll..Oh..How I wanna visit those countries..

And yay!!! Now I've got the chance!!Thanx big bro, to graduate earlier than plan.. You're my hero.. *wow* ..
Xtra exhausted from all of the packing(guess I'll really reconsider the dream of going to Europe backpacking..Sleeping in the tent?Pushing luggages through flight of stairs?Yeah,right..)..V starving now,but gotta sleep..I'll try to write as much as I can there,but I dun promise..And thenn..

What else to say??Europe..Here I come.hhahahhahaha..

*very very happy mode on*

Ok
What have I done?
Yea. Finished documents..Hugging friends..And chatting..
OhmyGod I'm so happy todayyyyy...!!!!!!!!
I really love MSN and ***************************************
1.5mths will be a century..

Road to Future

>What's your plan next?Are you studying overseas?
Dunno.Maybe.
>What course?
Dunno.Still in dark age.
>So what course do you like?
All.

I think many people have their hard times deciding where to go next after high school/SMA/college/junior college...Wait.Is junior college and college the same?heahhahahhaha..Well..I think around 89% of graduates do..Except some lucky dude, getting just what they want(or need?) without all that fuss(they do deserve it,I mean,with all that hardworks??)..
But still, for some mediocres like me, dun forget to add the lazy part for me, when we graduate..Dark and gloomy shadows are sitting around, waiting, asking those questions above..It seems that every paths are blocked,and that the power to break up the wall is in their lowest state.Or at least, in my case it is.hahhhahahahah

No,I forget.My real purpose in this topic is not to tell you how to break the wall..If you have ways,tell me!!huahuaha. What I wanna say is that I've read a book(out of topic huh?)Chicken Soup for The College Soul..
Although it's quite unusual for me to read this (I prefer fiction, better romance.. :P), but since I saw this book hanging there alone, I thought of saying Hi to it.hahaWell..Although I haven't finished it..(too boring, I fell to sleep 3 times in 5 readings..)I must admit,that this is a great book.

As I flipped through pages, I was refreshed by the stories. By reading it, I realize that, well..Not all that shines is gold. That by entering top one hundred universities round the world alone, could not make sure that we will succeed in the future. That it is quite useless, when you enter a big university, all you could notice from the lecturer is their voices.. I mean, pursuing degrees from teacher whose face you've never seen? Well, although home learning has had their fames, but I really prefer sitting in a class where I can really see teachers' faces, not listening to speakers..

However, those choices are upon you. I juz wanna say that even if you don't enter the top universities, your life wouldn't end..(Actually I'm saying this to myself..hahahaha)

In the end, dun forget that living this year is only once, so live it to its fullest! You can turn back clothes, foods, but not time.